Everyday I struggle in my attempt to get closer to God. Embracing his will and following his path sounds easy in my head, however the follow through is so much harder. Sometimes it feels like I'm a track and field athlete who is constantly jumping over hurdles.I'll make it over one and get closer to … Continue reading Time to give up →

Back in June I went to that ancient faith writing conference held at the Antiochian Village in Bolivar, Pennsylvania. One of the most important talks I attended was a discussion about how shame affects us personally and how it is handled within the Orthodox Church. Shame is something that we have all felt. The oxford … Continue reading Shame and Boundaries →

In all your duties and responsibilities, and in every task that you must face, live your life in such a way that every choice that you make serves the Lord. These are the words that I hear in my head as I ponder about the best ways that I, in my imperfect ways, can best … Continue reading Living for Christ →

I never expected to hear from any of the kids who used to bully me as a child. Its just something from my past that I've moved on from. Growing up with attention deficit disorder combined with Asperger's definitely brought about its own set of unique challenges. However they were challenges that I was willing … Continue reading The opposite end of repentance →

Oh Lord, Savior of all and helper of mankind, bless me on my journey and keep my brethren and I safe. Protect those who drive, and keep them in thy mercy. Strengthen and watch over those who work in driver support and surround them with thy mercy. Calm the one whose anger over takes them … Continue reading A driver’s prayer →

I spent my time last weekend working with my wife in the spare room. We were busy finishing the closet and painting the walls. At this particular moment she was resting on the couch due to some severe back pain. I was busy cutting plywood and hanging drywall. Every now and then my three year … Continue reading A parent’s worst fear →

Have you ever heard of Murphy's Law? Most people have. It's basically a philosophy that states whatever can go wrong, will go wrong. Nothing will go right, and it will seem like the cards are all stacked against you. Last week I had one of those days were it felt like the entire universe was … Continue reading Murphy’s Law vs. faith →