As I traverse the vast expanse of the desert along the I-15, leaving the neon glow of Las Vegas behind and embracing the quiet solitude of the open road, I find myself entering California, and as the desert goes by I reflect on the journey I’ve been on, both physically and spiritually.
In the hustle and bustle of life, especially while on the road, I tend to keep myself busy. Constantly moving from one task to the next, ticking off items on my to-do list with relentless determination. From chores to job responsibilities, from logging miles on the road to fostering connections with future mentors such as priests and teachers, I’ve tried to do as much as I can, eager to make the most of every moment. I’m trying to make progress in not just miles but plans as well.
I find myself juggling multiple responsibilities and aspirations. From diligently working on advancing my degree through Colorado Technical University to imparting my knowledge and expertise to a new generation of drivers as I train new students, every moment is dedicated to progress and growth.
Additionally, my engagement in the online world of Orthodox Christianity serves as a source of inspiration and connection, allowing me to deepen my understanding of my faith and forge meaningful relationships with fellow believers. Every day, I search for and share orthodox churches from all around the world. Sharing their stories and forging connections with others online. Amidst the rhythm of miles traveled and tasks accomplished, I strive not only to cover physical distances but also to chart a course toward personal and spiritual fulfillment.
Yet, amidst the ceaseless activity and endless miles, I’ve come to realize the importance of pausing, of taking a moment to simply be. It’s in these moments of stillness that I find clarity, where the noise of the world fades away and I can hear the whisper of God’s voice speaking to my soul. “Be still, and know I am God” (Psalm 46:10)
Stop doing everything for a moment, and exist. Just be quiet and pray.
I am going to be working with my local priest in hopes that he will be able to help guide me along this path of self-discovery and spiritual growth. I want to ask him how I should navigate my faith and how to deal with the challenges and uncertainties that arise along the way, especially in light of my continued desire to pursue seminary and deepen my involvement in the Orthodox Church. How to overcome the challenges of my family strife, finding a balance between forgiveness and self-preservation, as I strive to maintain boundaries for my well-being while honoring my commitment to love and forgiveness.
And I want to seek guidance on the process of transitioning from the Antiochian jurisdiction, to the Orthodox Church in America (OCA), exploring the steps involved in aligning my spiritual journey with the traditions and teachings of the OCA while navigating the complexities of church affiliation and personal conviction.
With their wisdom and counsel, I hope to navigate the complexities of faith, seeking insights that will illuminate my journey and deepen my understanding of God’s love.
His presence in my life, I hope, will be a new source of strength and inspiration, reminding me of the importance of patience, trust, and surrender. I look forward to the encouragement as I lean into the uncertainty of the road ahead, knowing that God’s plans for me are far greater than anything I could imagine.
As I embark on this journey of self-discovery and spiritual growth, I am reminded of the importance of patience and trust in the process. It’s easy to become overwhelmed by the uncertainties and challenges that lie ahead, but I’m learning to embrace the journey as a gradual unfolding rather than a destination to be reached hastily. Along the way, I’m grateful for the support and guidance of the Church and its priests, as well as the broader community of fellow believers who walk alongside me. Their presence reminds me that I am not alone on this path, and that together, we can find strength and encouragement in our shared commitment to faith and growth.
In James 1:3-4, we are reminded of the value of patience in our spiritual journey: “Because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” This passage resonates deeply with me as I navigate the challenges and uncertainties of my path. It reminds me that patience is not merely waiting passively, but an active and purposeful part of spiritual growth. Perseverance through trials leads to maturity and completeness, shaping us into the individuals God intends us to be.
Last night, after all my other chores were done, I settled down, and in the quiet moments of the night, I carefully cleaned and hung my icons within the walls of my sleeper berth. I felt a profound sense of peace wash over me. It may have been a minor act in the grand scheme of things, but in that small space, I found solace and sanctuary. Away from the noise and chaos of the road, surrounded by the icons of saints and holy figures, I felt closer to heaven than ever before. It was a gentle reminder that even in the midst of life’s challenges and uncertainties, there are moments of stillness and grace waiting to be discovered if only we take the time to seek them out.
As I journey onward, both physically and spiritually, I am reminded of the sacredness of each moment along the way. In the vast expanse of the desert, amidst the rhythm of miles traveled and tasks accomplished, I need to strive not only to cover physical distances but also to move forward towards personal and spiritual fulfillment. As I continue to navigate the uncertainties and challenges that lie ahead, I am grateful for the moments of stillness and grace that remind me of the beauty and goodness that surrounds us, even in the most unexpected places.
Thanks for reading my friends, let me know what your thoughts are.
– Orthodox Trucker
Orthodox Trucker 